April 2013
big sur marathon
I am officially borderline scare about running tomorrow. it seems that my body is subtly telling me that i am not 'ready' to run it. first off, i feel at a 70% health level for various reasons. body is aching as if i am having the beginning of some fever. it may have to do with my run [...]
a miracle or just universal magic wheels at work?
i didn't want to write down that what happen last night was something special. by denying that i am not investing emotional bondage to fruition of such idea. but regardless if i buy into it or not; i will still express down the joy of synchronicity. i was just thinking about all my past relationships and i was [...]
almost
i am almost a great photographer, almost this and almost that. close to being interesting but not quite ever ambitious to be in the hard work and discipline to be great at whatever. if i can accept that i will be home. been a b+ most of my life i guess. not really hard surprising in most respectives. [...]
i know now
what i must do this year. if i am to transform and bring together all of my latent desires into reality, i must take my sabbitical and go deeper than i have ever gone. to find the discipline to break free from my old self. to find the courage and power to sustain that. the perfect storm is [...]
touch
Love hunt me down I can't stand to be so dead behind the eyes And feed me spark me up A creature in my blood stream choose me up So I can feel something So I can feel something Give me touch 'Cause I've been missing it I'm dreaming of Strangers Kissing me in the night Just so [...]
March 2013
feeling at home with being daddy
i think for the longest time, since my early teenage years, i've been yearning to come to a 'home' called being myself. our being in 'family' where the self feels most at ease/natural. for many years, i've taken the most lone road outsider. in high school, the odd asian kid with mostly white friends and even in that [...]
walt
“All music is what awakes from you when you are reminded by the instruments… Happiness, knowledge, not in another place, but this place — not another hour, but this hour.” -- Walt Whitman
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