i am almost a great photographer, almost this and almost that. close to being interesting but not quite ever ambitious to be in the hard work and discipline to be great at whatever. if i can accept that i will be home. been a b+ most of my life i guess. not really hard surprising in most respectives. it’s definitely effort for the most part that sperates these levels. yet my ego still reeks of grandeur of my almost status, as if to mock the As for trying to hard in the game of illusion but not quite as unaware of the game as the C levels.