a word of advice to myself, don’t ever talk about relationship stuff on email. serious conversation requires so much more observation and non verbal cues that in a meduim such as email and Instant messaging is lost. but the point of the lesson is if you want to be a chicken about communication, then use IM and email to say shit that lacks any emotional appeal. Just imagaine how easy it is to break up with someone when you just have to type like that you’re coding your website. Communication is a limited tool to begin with […]

it’s the darkest hour of this long distince relationship. i guess i shouldn’t be surprise the relationship did a 180 within less than 2 weeks. from i can’t wait to get back into the states to my brother is going to pick my stuff in january. the funniest thing is that this all transpired through emails and IMs. she’s pull this string before but this time, it’s so much easier to just let it all go. she in her ‘you don’t support me enough and you’re shaping my opinion too much’ mode so it’s almost useless talking […]

i should be feeling like a champ tonight after playing raquet ball and swimming in my bi weekly ritual with my fellow immate. i am trying to be productive but today felt like a lost cause. the feeling actually goes back a number of weeks because i don’t know how to judge progress anymore these days. the mountain of things to do seem so big that the bits and pieces i do daily doesn’t do much. anyway, i need a break from my work/play routine in genearl and i am looking foward to my retreat at the […]

so apparently, there are a number of people out that think we’re a punch of wealthy dot com kids after 2 years of being in the business. they see because we’ve grown to 5 full time people and that we’re usually pretty busy shooting events/weddings that we must be making bank! case in point, i was talking to this VC client and he’s asking me, ‘aren’t you rich yet?’. implying why am i still working and shooting these types of events. well, i am not going to go through all the reasons why we’re strapped for cash […]