even though i made the decision last night, this particular methodology was not for me, i felt like i had to go this morning. i know the story they binded me to was that you had agree to attend all the sessions but i am acting unreasonable and don’t care about looking bad. the cost – intergrity to a originziation that i will not be patronage to. i am wholly into the intergrity concept but at the end of the day, the concept is only a concept. anyway, within the first 90 mins, i am text messaging […]

i don’t know how people can do any assigments after 12 plus hours of listenig and being witness to some pretty intense experiences. regardless, more progress was made in terms of ‘insights’ but i am still resisting the whole enroll concept with of the program. yeah, i am sure i can get a lot more out of it by sharing but i got enough got of it for now. my ‘story’ is that i don’t quite buy the stragtegy that you can’t recreate yourself without publicly expressing your realization and story to the people closest to you. […]

although it’s a pretty exhausting experience, i am getting a second wind to express my first impressions before it’s lost in a post processed bin. generally, many of the concepts are pretty fimilar to me but the context has been modifified to be more easily experience first hand. i certainly appreaciate the ‘break through’ aspect as it very much parallels the experiantial wisdom of buddhism. ulimately, that’s the real power of the workshop is for people to really experience the deconstructions of their stories and how it limits their present moment. the past does not equal the […]

the wonderful show that is six feet under gets under my skin again. in a good way of course because somehow it seems too fimilar with my own life. i seem to be able to identitify with all the characters on some level. it’s the sort of metaphysical humor that particularly jingles my tinkerbells. in particular, tonight’s episode in reference to ‘the plan’ education workshop that the mother takes and she seemingly becomes quite more empowered by the workshop. of course the joke is that none of her kids appreciate her empowerment and she is left frustrated. […]