as if i needed more inspiration in my overly stretched list of possibilities. so i have to acknowledge that i had the wonderful pleasure of connecting with her on monday night after our photo shoot. i mean, the kind that leaves you inspiration enough to text message blantant confessions of the heart. i know that the more i resist it, the more i really in love with it. didn’t some fool say that you can’t hate without love? yeah, i am catching that story earlier now after my landmark education and by god, it’s already created more interesting converstaions about it than i thought possible. it’s simply a spring board into other conversations but it’s a deep spring board nonetheless.. even with her, it was discussion around landmark that gave me the opportunity to cut to the chase. given my current pretext that there isn’t enough time, getting to the essence of the matter is always welcome. too often there’s a lot of the let’s be nice to each other and not confront the big issues because we may find out that we’re not on the same planet. in my shallow preceputual point of view, she is all i can ever dream of. and given the nature of that shallowness, i tend to not buy into that level but beneath that sleek goregeouness there is the possiblity of undenible intregity.