i recently experience hard physical evidence that i was getting ‘old’. for me, i had consider old was when your body stops working for you. when you’re young and things break, you mostly think you will be again at some point. you don’t think it will just stop working. well, my eyes recently deteriorate to a new level. i guess i recently have also become farsighted. at first i just thought it was the prescription in the new glasses but even as i was switching back to my old glasses, i couldn’t shake the fact that i […]

had an interesting insight a few moments ago and i think it’s worthwhile deepening the experience. in short, surround yourself with more like minded people and slowly you frame your own growth in the same path. it seem so obvious but lacking purposeful intention, i think my own growth will be accelerated by really expanding that concept more.

the subject is sort of a sore topic for me. given all the ‘spiritual’ progress i’ve made, it’s one of the reminding obstacles that i have yet to transcend. the subject was brought up again casually over my vacation break in san diego and sadly it torments me because i am unable to break my meat eating habit. i am feeling like i need to give it a go this year. i don’t think my transformation would be ‘complete’ without becoming a vegetarian. previously, i had hope that my significant other would be a vegetarian and i […]

it’s only mid February but summer plans are shaping up to be another year. today, i committed to shooting a wedding in france for a friend so i get to visit one of my favorite cities in the summer finally. i have always been to paris in the spring/winter so i am excited to revisit as a more ‘mature’ soul. i would find it hard to just go visit paris again just as a tourist but the opportunity to spend time with old and new friends will be an unexpected adventure. the following week after the french […]

i do find it strange sometimes that i rarely write about my business considering i’ve been so much time in the past 14 years being immersed it. partially, i think i keep this space free from that because it is a small counter balance to all the times i do think about the business. i had dinner with an old friend last night and i was telling him about the ‘turnaround’ moment around my relationship with the business. simply put, i did that responsibility for my own frustration and have slowly been turning that frown into a […]