_the fall of desire i am not one to think too much about the ladies because i don’t have the time or energy. but i must admit i am pretty stymied by the honey that works at yoga tree on monday when i make it a weekly commitment to see her for 1 min. it’s enough to keep me coming back every week and as soon as i leave the joint, i am trying to deny that i have any desire for her. i mean normally she stunnig but today she had this cute hat on and […]

_i feel like that guy on the right. i’ve put up a lot of excuses and mental protection to ward off the opposite sex. i am too busy and broke being my favorite too but secretly i rather just fall in love and have kids before i am 33. fuck these plans about escaping SF and going to NY and travelling the world. because nothing is more assured than making plans to do these things and then be sidetracked by a relationship. so, in hindsight, i should really plan on finding the one and having kids soon. […]

_a classic moment i think our body language tells a lot of each other. granted, i was ‘working’ at my cousin’s wedding but i had drank more cosmos than i care to remember. it’s a good job when i can drink on the job and still be come through with adorable love photos. i can’t normally do that at most weddings so it was definitely one of more of my mememorable working moments. it may been the last time that i saw my cousin before he passed away as well. it’s weird how precious photos can be […]

i spoke to my father today and as usual, i was in front of the computer half paying attention to him and half feeling shitty that i am only paying only half attention to him. the topic of the conversation are always the same, call your brother, be a good big brother and think about buddhism more. i can’t say that i’ve been a particular good big brother but i’ve given it some effort. more effort that trying to find my mother and sometimes i wonder if i am a more terrible son than a terrible big […]

_the ex nyc style i shot this private party last night and meet this one from ny. how looks reminded me much of the ex but she was definitely more of a tough in your face style new yorker. which given my current fetish for all things NY, i couldn’t help but get in close and get a good one for the kids. at times, i do feel like i am getting paid too much to fuck around at some party and take photos with an ultra motive. but the client that hires us likes the fact […]