it’s been a year since i took broke away from the corporate system completely and life has come full circle. i find myself in a state of intimate turmoil, fiscal weakness and mental overload. the repetitive days seem deceptively simple enough. wake up. focus for 10 hours. loss focus for 3 hours. wash. document. sleep. it’s in a nutshell kinda of living. some days i rejoice in the simplicity of it all and other days, i wonder how long i can put up with this passive agressive intensity. funny enough, what i wrote down a year ago […]

a word of advice to myself, don’t ever talk about relationship stuff on email. serious conversation requires so much more observation and non verbal cues that in a meduim such as email and Instant messaging is lost. but the point of the lesson is if you want to be a chicken about communication, then use IM and email to say shit that lacks any emotional appeal. Just imagaine how easy it is to break up with someone when you just have to type like that you’re coding your website. Communication is a limited tool to begin with […]

it’s the darkest hour of this long distince relationship. i guess i shouldn’t be surprise the relationship did a 180 within less than 2 weeks. from i can’t wait to get back into the states to my brother is going to pick my stuff in january. the funniest thing is that this all transpired through emails and IMs. she’s pull this string before but this time, it’s so much easier to just let it all go. she in her ‘you don’t support me enough and you’re shaping my opinion too much’ mode so it’s almost useless talking […]