i had a pretty unproductive day doing a lot of stupid errands and sweating so i don’t look like i haven’t left my computer in two years. yeah, it was good to sweat and swim away my little worries. after a couple hours of wankish work – discussing information architecture and doing ad concepts that only photographers and designers like. the people we should be catering to for the big bucks don’t care how cutting and cool your ad is – just how good you are and much ass you’re going to kiss. anyway, the meat of […]

it’s difficult to phantom that such an attitude can exist but it seems rather prevalvant to people that can even think on that level. it would seem also like a low self esteem issue that i sabtoage my own success because that level of achievement would result in the corruption of the movitation. any persons that question the basis of normal constructs in the meduim of thier expression would have to confront this issue at some point. it’s easy to accept that success is simply a valiation of that that conceptual risk that manifests but at what […]