_the return of the party
_better than buying a house
we’re so close to the next level, that i can taste the blood in my mouth. after 3 years of double duty and destructive relationships, we’re about to experience the power and meaning of space. on a professional and personal level, i’ve been looking forward to this milestone on so many levels. i don’t want to sit in front of a computer in my place of refuge (or lack of for) anymore. it’s really fucks with my head that i slide into my executive chair in my under pants and unbrushed teeth. no employee in their right mind can respect such careless form of authority. but that’s all part of the secret movitation that drives me to act like a crazy boss man.
there’s still a lot more work in the next couple of years but it won’t be so raw and difficult. there will be new challenges that can still destory us but at this point, failure is an acceptable form of achivement. still, it doesn’t really cross my mind that we will fail, it’s more of how do we manage growth so that we can maintain the level of qaulity that got us this far. a failure to maintain that qaulity is be the beginning of the end. still, what is failure but compost for the lotus borned.