Thoughts – Page 45 – Musings of Howling Rock

of performance reviews and meaningless paperwork

i am continuing my purging process and tonight i got around to my file cabinet. granted, i have really only one drawer of meaningful stuff to go through, so it wasn’t going to be that big of a deal time wise. still, as i am flipping through some of my paperwork, i can’t help but to glimpse a little history of myself. looking at my first resumes out of college crack me up a bit. a lot of manual labor jobs and then i had my big time computer job at CAL and that change the course […]

jack2006-01-07T02:00:38-08:00Tags: random|

lost in movement

i moved back into my old room tonight and i took the opportunity to throw away even more things. i am making pretty good progress in downsizing all the things i have. i am on the verge of off loading my entire cd collection since i pretty tired of tiring to redigitalize shit at a higher sampling rate. yea, it’s anal and it’s not good use of my time but it’s my only addiction at this point. one thing that i haven’t quite found the heart to throw away is some of those darn love letters that […]

jack2006-01-06T03:14:45-08:00Tags: random|

for the record

i spoke to three random woman tonight, i know how sad that sounds but coming from the fact that i can’t deal with people in general right now, it was an effort for me. it was not so difficult as to strike up the conversation but just finding enough movivation to care about it was the more interesting story (why tonight and who gives a shit about tonight). naturally, once it got rolling it was all easy and fun. i know it’s not terriblely hard or i am that shy but it does surpise me how ‘easy’ […]

jack2014-12-31T23:34:48-08:00Tags: relationships|

cold winters in paris mix

inspired by all my friends freezing there ass off in other parts of the world that i have long forgotten about during the bright months of november and decemeber.

jack2014-12-31T10:22:17-08:00Tags: mixes, music|

entertaining god

i’ve been watching a lot of classic flims recently, mostly the black and white kind and of the foreign language persuasian. i figure back in the old days when special effects wasn’t all that then the directors would be force to focus on more interesting stories. i am sure there’s plenty of shit b&w films but my recent selection has been respectable and though provoking. first it was the seven seal and then tonight, through the darkly glass; both by Ingmar Bergman. apparently, the director had quite a relgious influence when he was growing up and the […]

jack2005-12-28T00:32:57-08:00Tags: spirtuality|