i am continuing my purging process and tonight i got around to my file cabinet. granted, i have really only one drawer of meaningful stuff to go through, so it wasn’t going to be that big of a deal time wise. still, as i am flipping through some of my paperwork, i can’t help but to glimpse a little history of myself. looking at my first resumes out of college crack me up a bit. a lot of manual labor jobs and then i had my big time computer job at CAL and that change the course of my career quite a bit. certainly, there’s a lot of fond mermories from my college days esp around my short lived college dj stint. i was reading a review from one of my shows and i couldn’t help but crack up at the fact that she totally dog on my musical taste because i was playing mostly stuff out of the ‘pop’ library. yeah, only at kalx would cocteau twins would be consider pop. all my playlists was so shit to read. my handwriting is still shit these days so not much improvement in that department. luckily, i just have to deal with bad spellings and grammar struturce on the blog.
it’s obviously apparent that i am not a detail oriented person. but if i would to suggest that my strong suit as a ‘big’ thinker hasn’t necessarily create the supposed desire results. well, that’s not completely true because from a spiritual point of view, this is exactly where i want to be. but i digress severely as i am suppose to be discussing the fact that i read in one of my performance reviews that i am not detail oriented and will not likely succeed as a programmer. no, i never really cared for programming, it was just easy and well paying. it was fun building functional shit but it was a bit too cerebal and anal for me. anyway, the next step is to get rid of my cd collection. i’ve been stalling on it a bit because i spent so much money on it but it is the final test for me (the final pre pre test). to let all that shit go bye bye.