i don’t know at what point one becomes a subscriber to a certain style of practice. in buddhism, you got your zen monkeys and you got your tibetan gorrilla styles. in yoga, there’s the hold it until perfection (count to 30 and but start over every 5 count) and then there’s the flow like the sea and drink like the ocean styles. i hadn’t really plan on finding a style that i should follow and so for a while it was whatever was convienent and whatever teacher was pleasant enough or pushed my buttons. i was talking […]

whether it is a philosphoical exercise or a deep fear of committment, i seem to be enjoying myside a bit with my with my conceptual yoga woman. i would pretty much have to be a total incompetent man to not pursue her more serioursly but i am not going to explore that line of logic. i can list plenty of reasons that ‘hold’ me back from getting it over with but right now i seem to be enjoying the process on multiple levels. maybe it’s just after my yoga high today that i am thinking sure i […]

someone great once said, maybe it was nelson mandela, maybe it wasn’t but it’s not the point. actually, after a little research, it isn’t nelson, regardless it was said to some effect – ‘our greatest fear is not who we are, but who we are capable of’. in a nutshell, that is the world that i exist in. that is what is holding us back. the human race. me, my friends and my lovers. to realize our potential means to realize our responsilbity. and that is the tall order for many of us. the responsiblity to not […]

the sheer brillance of charlie kaufman and the whimsical genius of michel gondry, wow, i haven’t seen a movie that entertaining in a long time. slightly better than adaptation and being john milkoovih because for some reason the movie hit home so much for me. when i think about my last relationship and the agnst and confusion but utter undenible joy that i experience, it feels righteous that i dig take the risk. if i look back in my entries, i am sure i can find the reason why against the face of all reason that i […]