i watched a video recently about this guy that rode his bike from the northwest down to patagonia. in short, his message was routine rots away the mind’s joy of expression. it’s one of those half truths because it’s probably true for most unaware persons but maybe not so much for the advance self awareness people. being in between, my break from the routine for this year is epic trail run adventures. i’ve already eye two that i really want to do but given that i’ve sign up for a marathon this year, it may be my […]

I seek to go alone and be naked of my daily comfort into nature so i may rediscover the strength that has been forgotten. I seek to let go of the habits/beliefs that no longer serve me. I seek to let in all of the available teachings/support that the universe has to offer.

For the past 3 years since my divorce, i have half heartedly lived my life. Despite financial success and rewarding career as a business owner, I struggle with the idea of being alone again. It is not something that is a heavy burden but […]

there is no doubt that i’ve lived a very comfortable life for the past 20 years. i don’t think i have really ‘struggle’ since i left college. life was on the upswing and now i am feeling the entrapment of the comfort. in the past year, it has gone to level of excessive comfort and i know the downward spiral has started. granted my divorce had been quite an emotional struggle but i felt like i came out of it pretty unscathed. i know it’s not entire true but i’ve been feeling really tired of this comfort. […]

i am suppose to write a statement of intent as part of my vision quest participation and there have been some themes floating around in my head. for now, the most obvious theme is about being in relationship and my struggle around if i really want it or not. with all failed attempts these past years, i am really tired of the concept. i compared my state of being in my early thirties when i was in similar situation and working alot because i didn’t have much else to do. now, i feel my life is much […]