December 2005
keeping things whole
by mark strand in a field i am the absence of field. this is always the case. whereever i am i am what is missing. when i walk i part the air and always the air moves in to fill the spaces where my body’s been. we all have reasons for moving. i move to keep things whole.
more babies
still working on my kid/baby portfolio and i did some test work for my landlord’s daughter. i am a bit tired of the white background photos of kids but then i realize that “interesting” lighting doesn’t quite work with babies either. they don’t exactly stay pull so it’s a bit a pain to work with lighting setups for them.
songs of loss mix
originally entitled songs for natalie but then people would wonder who she was and i don't want to have to explain anything. i was thinking about the shit she was going through when i made this mix for her. anyway, it is what is.
seeds of frustration
during one of the group interviews at the retreat, the teacher was talking about judgin g the value of the retreat and i was thinking to myself about how i had pretty much written of the retreat. naturally, i was told not to have any expectations about the retreat but it’s inevitable. the key element would be not to be attached to the expectation. needless to say, i was in the 3rd day and even though outwardly i seem pretty stable (as in posture and stillness), my mind wander like a ghost looking for a lost love. […]
fog over spirit rock
one of the nice change in routine for me during my stay at spirit rock was the wake up call at 6am. i forget the last time (since my last retreat to be honest), that i got up before dawn on a consistent basis to do nothing.
the hills of spirit rock
i took out the camera on the last day and climb the higest hills. i wasn’t really quite in the meditative state that i should have been after 4 days of intensity, but like they say, “it’s all good”.
emptiness of sound mix
it was very late on a friday night when i started on this mix and i having a good old time with mary jane. i hadn't seen her around in awhile but she always help with the music processing. it ended being a lot more quiet than i had intented and i made it much too quick considering [...]
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