no doubt, i am a late boomer in the whole blog concept but what the hell, the technology nowadays make it too easy not for me to ramble endlessly. but i don’t think i should ramble endlessly because there is so much JUNK out there. i was discussing with Mr Hicks at the low concert last night about music. life and just shit we have in common. which is a lot but with different lifestyles and committments, it’s hard to keep up with goodies like good music that he’s come across lately. And then i am harking […]

so, i had so many brilliant thoughts when i was watching the band Low at great american music hall. i had done some pre cooking in preparation for the meta physical experience and it help faciliate the flow of creative properganda. concepts so outrageous that only true chefs would understand. but i digress for this is about about baking and meta musical trips into fairy land but about her. for now, we are back at square one and i can’t understand the endless romantic confessions of my heart. and then it hit me; during the show, deep […]

i was talking to a cowalker about her today and he asked me which stage i was at. at first i didn’t get it, but i had respect for the man because he is still fighting the fight, even after a divorce, for the life of the modern day artist. the people that believe art is above relationships and mortages but not above living sanity. and then he mentioned the three words and stage one was love. what i didn’t fullly digested until that moment was that there were TWO more stages! devotion and surrender. if devotion […]

i thought about sending this to her, but i don’t think she would find it as entertaining as i do. there’s a whole series of them i can use when i can’t express things in 20 words or less. i must credit, chris bishop, creator of this fine comic strip!

the dust in beginning to settle between the two of us and i am beginning to realign myself again. a friend suggested i start rereading all the buddhist texts i have and within 30 minutes, my suffering made me laugh. it’s all so true because the lesson of grasping and attachment has again kick me in the ass. without doubt the relationship was a very vaulable experience in the path to nothingness. i am near the tail of exhausting the emotional demons that have plague my mind and soul, or i should hope so. i am approaching […]