how do you know when someone is your best friend or if she is the one. to me it seems like the same type of question. it’s a very difficult question for me. not that it matters that there needs to be a best in the one in the ultimate reality. but in a conventional sense, it seems that one is confronted with these types of silly questions. i guess i am dealing with in quardary because i had to say some wonderful things of my friend of over 10 years. 10 years is only a significant […]

i’ve added another friend into the pulp. this buddy is living in france and he gives me shit all the time about how sexy i am. ha ha. actually, i give him shit all the time about how much i have a love hate relationship with the french. although i’ve been using technology to stay connected to many far away friends for the past 10 years, it’s only when my non tech savvy friends get connected that it becomes really interesting. it’s all so fun and fresh to them and i’ve taken for granted that i have […]

what happens when my lady friend leaves me for three weeks? i get sucked hard into the world geekdom and even more geekdom. so i’ve been spending the last week preping the two new servers we bought for the company. anyway, the migration from one machine to two machines was finally finished last night at 2am. Not that i’ve been stressing for the last past week about this but for some reason time flew by so quickly because there isn’t so much of a seperation between work and play. i guess the interesting thing i’ve come to […]

_annelee at the sfmoma i was able to find extract myself from my great suction hole known as working for the self/art. yeah, it ironic when you work for someone else you can’t wait for the weekend or the time away from work. but now, anything else that isn’t in name of the all consuming art is a distraction. obviously, i know that there needs to be a balance but i just notice how ironic it is. so i went to sfmoma with my art gurus the big tj and kc plus some of their older friends. […]

although i don’t feel busy, there are some things such as reading and writing in this blog has gone astray since the return of my lady friend. i am not complaining or anything, but i definitely feel like small things such as writing have suffered due to my time being spent in snuggle formations and the likes. it’s a small price to pay really but i had been really enjoying this creative outlet. alas, i had written an entry a couple of days ago but lost it all at the last minute when i press the wrong […]