after 4 years of living in the essential bachelor pad, we finally got the upgrade that we have been praying for!! and not only is the top of the line german engineered peice of art, we don’t have to pay for the use of it. i am sure at some point he will have to raise the rent to compensate for continious use by loads of folks in the unit but for now, it’s time to enjoy life to it’s fullest. it’s quite wonderful to know that i never have to leave my little sancutary anymore because […]

i finally saw the matrix reloaded last night after much anticaption. naturally, due to my high expecatations from the first movie, i was highly disappointed with this one. part of me thinks that i should just let go of my expectation and accept that it just a filler before the final segment. nevertheless, there are too many inconsistenties that make the movie simply as shallow as the normal summer block buster movies. granted, there are deeper undertones in the movie but the movie is so heavily laden with gratitious fight scenes that none of the questions really […]

i love the musical band lamb so much. they embody the spirit, the joy, the soul of the search for what is. thier latest album is simply amazing to me because hits me on so many levels. from the union of two minds and souls to the exploration of that space that exist beyond the field of right and wrong. _just is_ What kind of fool am I Reaching into a world I thought might have changed Somehow re-arranged? Yet here I am Stepping into the night Like a keenly sharpened knife Carving holes in my life […]

_what sound_ What is that sound Ringing in my ears The strangest sound I’ve heard for years and years The sound of two hearts Beating side by side The sound of one love That neither one can hide The sound that makes the world go round The sound that makes the world go round What is that sound Running round my head Funny I thought That part was long since dead But now there’s new life Crossing through my veins Because there’s someone To make it beat again The sound that makes the world go round The […]

i suffering from communication withdraw from my lady friend down under. it’s been a full 20 hrs since we last spoke/email/IMs. on some level, it’s great that we can be so connected with minimal cost. but on another level, i think the use of technology as a basis of an intitimate relationship is very much reflective in the sad state of human evolution. i am not going to argue that technology is bad or anything along those lines and i am sure there are plenty of luddiates that will agree with me but the gist of my […]