August 2012
repeat and rinse
last week was an intense week of hard core "work", where i am working straight at least 12-15 hours days. i know that it's not all that 'hard' when i consider how fortunate i am. but again, that good fortunate is mostly in the realm of the material and it doesn't really do much in the long run. [...]
little dancing girl in the sunlight
i took uma to a concert at the park that i live next this evening. it was a beautiful evening and as i am strolling there with the fat dog, i am thinking, this is my family now. this fat adorable dog and her irresistible little sister and me. it's probably a typical california family, i [...]
St Louis
After a crazy for days of shooting people getting an education in a big conference center, the A team decide to check out St Louis with a point and shoot. Unfortunately, the hot weather forced us to drink and be merry so the photography was a secondary concern. [...]
July 2012
the hike
i took uma and jonsi on a hike today up near the chabot space center. i was hesitant to do it considering i hadn't carried uma on my back in over a year. i think the last time i used the baby carrier was when we were at grover hot springs. the hike didn't start out too well [...]
where do i go from here
i read a some buddhist text last night and for the longest time, i've avoided reading spiritual books in general. i felt such a great disparity between my current reality and the aspirations of the text. so after reading last night, i am reminded that my strategy deferment is fundamentally flawed. meanwhile, i am starting up the story [...]
the plan
first, i need to feed my mind with more nutritious material. even though i have cut down the amount of meaningless crap that i read, it's still meaningless, even though applicable in different contexts. if i am to access my higher self, i need to start with the mind. next, is to build the 'base' for meditation. i [...]
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