so my lady friend calls me up at 10 am today when i am suppose to pick her up at the airport at noon. at first i thought she had landed early but the most unexpected worse news came to my suprise. she was being held at immigration. she had over stayed her visa last time and they found evidence of working in the US on a tourist visa. it wasn’t good. i was actually surprised that she was going crazy but i knew it was tough for her. she had to shoot a 2 weddings this coming sat. i didn’t know what to say. i was totally shocked and we were only able to talk for about 2 mins. i was all happy that she was coming back today and i was going to get her flowers and all. so at the point, they didn’t tell her exactly what they were going to do to her. more intergoration and shit.
4 hours later she calls and tells me that they deny her entry into the US. she is going back to NZ in 4 hours. i am on the verge of crying because the situtation sucks. sucks because we are this close to being together. it felt like fate just ripped it apart at the last second to prove something. she is all stressing about all the implications of our living situation and her wedding clients. i am trying to tell her that it will work out and not stress too much. it sounded like they didn’t totally fuck her over and said that she can still come back on a more strict visa. i feel like drinking i know it’s not going to help. i am trying to breathe slowly and get some fresh air. i thought all the drama was going to be more or less over for a while. alas, more opportunities to practice what i believe in. to not be reactive and be control by silly stuff like this. hA. we will say how long i can go before i hit the scot.
hello sexy,
read your story about your girlfriend. this is all so fucking crap. remember dawn, one of my flatmate from london ? well, for more than a year now she’s been going out with an american bloke who’s been studying in london for the last few years. now he must go back to america cos his student visa is about to expire. and there’s no way he can stay in london. the administration just won’t give him a visa which would allow him to work in the u.k. they really love each other but dawn just won’t marry him. this marriage stuff is just beyong her.
it drives me mad that fucking mc donald or bloody gap can spring up all over our planet when 2 people from different citizenship who love each other just can’t fucking work & live peacefully in one of their respective countries. if marriage is the only way then fuck it ! PEOPLETOGETHER as opposed to globalisation of the economy is not for tomorrow, mate. even 2 countries who consider themselves the saviour of this world just refuse to let their respective-citizens-in-love live peacefully together.
did you know it’s easier for an american citizen to get a visa to work in france or germany than it is to work in the u.k ? fact.
and, against all expectations, i’ve experienced more stupid anti-american crap living in london for 7 years than i have experienced in my homeland, france.
the case of dawn who’s british and of her boyfriend who’s american is even more risible in the light of what the british and US gov’ are currently doing: signing alliances to make a mess of a whole region of the world is much easier than letting people from both these luveeerly nations love each other peacefully, work & have smiley babies.
let’s ALL have a fuckin huge orgy ! let’s have millions of babies who will get double nationality ! let’s fuck them over !!!! i’m taking a flight for some “AGAINST US” country tomorrow ! i’m taking a flight & i’m gonna make babies to 1000’s of women ! -Yeah, i’m young ! I can do it !! ah !! let’s have some ARROGANT*COUNTRIES-AGAINST*US*WHATEVER*COUNTRY babies !! let’s have double nationality babies ! and then, down the line, we’ll have quadruple nationality babies ! oh, how we’ll laugh !! IF ONLY….
OH BUT I HAD FORGOTTEN ! i AM from an “AGAINST US” country already !! ahaha !! well, yeah ! apparently, at the mo’, bushypie & chiracpye just won’t talk together on the phone anymore !! i’ve read that they kinda disagree on what the world should look like in the future & the means to get there.
you know what ? it does not happen very often but sometimes i’m glad i’m french. cos with this european thingy, at least i can fall in love with girls from 15 nations… and counting without being worried about stupid laws. and i can live in, work in & breathe the air of any of these 15 nations if that is my fucking wish.
let’s get all mixed up ! peace will only come at that price.
damienxxxx
p.s: i’ve made a very loose translation of my poem extract. just want you to kinda understand where i’m at.