when i consider how much i accomplished in a short 24 hours, i have to wonder how much inefficiency there is in regular life. in effect, i didn’t really do that much but i found amazing was my ability to shift mental states so easily. this may be one of my strengths that i am beginning to make note of. if i was to think about even deeper, it actually may be the ability to be more present with whatever i am doing. even though there’s still a lot of thinking from moment to moment, i still […]

it’s unfortunate that i won’t be able to publish this entry until she breaks up with me, but maybe one day i will pull the trigger regardless. certainly, i think it’s rather funny that she is asking me about my ex, of which inspired this whole blog job. to be honest and yet reserve enough to preserve the privacy of the parties involved in a challenging task when i am sober. one of these one of these involved parties will quote something from these entries and i will just laugh at them. if they are going to […]