i’ve always like clouds, such natural beauty on a daily basis. got these on the way back from visiting the local art shop to pick up some enevlopes for my holiday cards. i am always sorta late on sending out holiday greetings but i kinda like it when people get it later because they’re not usually expecting it!
_before the storm i haven’t taken much picture of late since the sickness has overwhelm me. but this scene got my eye this morning. it was a powerful windy morning and the gloom weighted heavily in the air.
she writes to me to tell me that she still loves me but she is engaged to her ex boyfriend. i am very sadden by her confusion and ignorance. i don’t know how to respond. i had hope she just stay in poland and live out her dreams that she had talked about when she went back to europe. but now i suspect she will come back to america and i will need to either give her no hope or go all the way. i fear that she will face much more hardships being in a relationship […]
i finally finished this book, going on being, last night by Mark Epstien. I haven’t read his too previous books but this one apparently had a lot more personal references into the integration of the buddhist path with western physcology. I was definitely able to identity much more to the personal inquires and thought processes that he had gone through as he sought to reconcile the paradoxes of the path. interestingly, the two points that gave me much food for thought was the concept of “i am not” and the process of raising a family as a […]
it’s been a long time since i’ve been this ill. i am sure i got the bug last winter and to be honest once a year of illness is not bad. i’ve always pride myself on physical health but the pride is probably missed place. the fact that i rarely get sick doesn’t mean that i am healthy. the lack of sickness is not health! that’s how i been tricking myself. anyway, i am not health nut but i definitely value my sound mind and body. a sound mind is definitely debateable however. least i shouldn’t forget […]