“Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other.” Karl – age 5 maybe that’s my problem. i don’t shave every often and i never put on shaving cologne. but i sure like the smell of love.
each of these my three babies I will carry with me for myself I ask no one else will be mother to these three and of course I’m like a wild horse but there’s no other way I could be water + feed are not tools that I need for the thing that I’ve chosen to be -three babies, sinead so i finally understand why i can’t get her out of my mind. it feels like high school all over again, the almost blind affection that was sinead. my first female rock star obsession. i dig sinead […]
another great causality in the war that never ends. it will be some time before the full damage comes into the light. it’s not about losing the physical being of the relationship that is so daunting. for there are so many more fishes in the sea but the movitivation of the search that yields that harvest that has lost another notch. in so many words, the faith of finding the soul beyond your soul has been shattered again. although the first and foremost is finding the soul within the self, the journey is no doubt glorified by […]
women and cats will do as they please, and men and dogs should relax and get used to the idea. -robert heinlein i don’t think i’ve gotten used to this concept yet. maybe my ego is too big to let it happen but maybe the sooner i accept it, the easier it becomes. i don’t think i’ve ever been so torn about what to do with the current relationship. one minute i am ready to get married and the next minute i am ready to jump of the bridge with frustration. i guess that would be called […]
it is hard to know if nothing is actually nothing and thus difficult to know if a policy of nothing is successful. -radiohead, kid a booklet it’s the paradox of spiritual staggering that confuses the unintiated.