i don’t think i’ve been this angry since the day we fought after i look so lustful after taking pictures of models on a runaway. i was suppose to be so in love at that time that any other woman would simply turn me off. but tonight, after we have already broken up too many times, she accuses being so clouded in my own perspective. basically, i am about as selfish as every other scum sucker out on the street. i know there’s truth in what she has to say because of course i am selfish but […]

what if there was a pitstop between here and moving on where you had to defend your life? so asks the movie of the same title. so many times i look back on my life; where i’ve been and how far i’ve gone in consideration of everything. i am amaze that i’ve gone this “far”. far only in sense that i’ve always felt that i’ve been a slacker thoughout most of my life. abliet a smart slacker but still, what is my real potential if i actually apply myself into something i believe in. i think that’s […]

normally, i prefer not to have an opinion on the general discouse that which is the US of great A/American Cultiure but after seeing Bowling for Columbine i have to say us a few words. Firstly, it’s a great movie on so a lot of levels because it’s not your typical documentary. I haven’t seen any of mike’s stuff before but between the humor, guts and glory of it all, the questions he brings up are indefinitely meaningful. He offers a number of plausible options as answers but I keep waiting the final irony of it all. […]

that’s what it feels like. like the end of another chapter. only time will tell as always but for now, that’s my belief. i remember when i graduated from CAL and as much i as i love so much of the experience, deep inside i knew i couldn’t go back for graduate school. as a matter fact, i probably subconsciously destoryed any chance that I would be even accepted to any decent grad school. will this be the last day of the cubicle, the prison cell of corporate america? actually, the real prison of corporate america is […]

no doubt, i am a late boomer in the whole blog concept but what the hell, the technology nowadays make it too easy not for me to ramble endlessly. but i don’t think i should ramble endlessly because there is so much JUNK out there. i was discussing with Mr Hicks at the low concert last night about music. life and just shit we have in common. which is a lot but with different lifestyles and committments, it’s hard to keep up with goodies like good music that he’s come across lately. And then i am harking […]