what if there was a pitstop between here and moving on where you had to defend your life? so asks the movie of the same title. so many times i look back on my life; where i’ve been and how far i’ve gone in consideration of everything. i am amaze that i’ve gone this “far”. far only in sense that i’ve always felt that i’ve been a slacker thoughout most of my life. abliet a smart slacker but still, what is my real potential if i actually apply myself into something i believe in. i think that’s part of the problem, throughout high school, college and my corporate life, i didn’t believe in what i was doing. i was just doing it well enough to get back. i had a lot of fun just getting by but i am going to be 30 in two days. i am not trying to make a big deal of it but invariably it is significant because i want it to be. significant because i want to look back on my life and said i made a conscious choice in following my beliefs.
because work takes such a good portion of your life that, your “personal” persona should be good friends with your work persona. i am sure my private persona would have a difficult time with my work persona if i was butcher.
4 days later and i’ve completely lost my train of thought on this one. the goal, is to complete these in one sitting, otherwise it’s too long.