Without shame, I return to my former days of apathy and indulgence of the vice. Sometimes it feels like two steps forward and three steps back with my lifestyle. One minute I am talking about how much I love yoga all while abusing my body with all the wonderful vices that paris has to offer. My host and I had a very early morning debate on the contradictions of life and its various addictions. although we both agree on much and our styles seem vastly different, the seed of self destruction exist in the both of us. […]

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i am almost in a state of denial that i will be parting for my long lost beloved city in a mere couple of days. in the land of my most painful young adult life travel stories, i shall return to surrender all of my nightmares. it will be during these times, that i shall not leave the camera in it’s lonely dark home. scenes will be captured, french will be stammered, love will be found again. i am still debating if i should carry all prime lens or not. it’s funny how i am suppose to […]

sometimes i wonder if it is really the culture of this city that makes it truly difficult to meet people or is it just really me. as a matter fact, i think it’s the combination of those two factors that lead me to give up for the time being. i still have a picture of her on by my bedside but when i look at it, i don’t feel pain or sadness. i just hope that she will be okay and that she will benefit from our short time together. i think i need to start preparing […]