Without shame, I return to my former days of apathy and indulgence of the vice. Sometimes it feels like two steps forward and three steps back with my lifestyle. One minute I am talking about how much I love yoga all while abusing my body with all the wonderful vices that paris has to offer. My host and I had a very early morning debate on the contradictions of life and its various addictions. although we both agree on much and our styles seem vastly different, the seed of self destruction exist in the both of us. The destruction of the self manifests on many levels but ironically we are both very optimistic about life. It
