_what if i knew i had say, ‘how may i know you?” the movie of the same title was suprisingly interesting and entertaining, although the theme has been repeatedly explored in hollywood. the introduction of the whole chaos theory and the butterfly effect is noteworthly in destorying the fallacy of the power of change in hindsight. certainly, the power of the butterfly effect is a foundation of much buddhist prescriptions for curing the mind of itself. through all these seemingly insignificant pure thoughts and actions, one has the power to set forth a chain of actions that […]

so, i had wonderful pleasure of spending a friday evening in a part of the city as foreign as the french. make no mistake, it was no accident that we ended in the neighbor of the well lubricated. i think it is good practice for the soul of my types. entertaining to say the least but the most valuable lession of the evening was a recurring theme in my life. stubtley has never been been my strong suit nor my ability to detect it. what comes as a surprise to me on too many numerous outings is […]

apparently, i am in the state of major superlatives whereas i have to inject the work fuck in every other sentence that i mumble. so, i ask what sort of mental condition would exhibit should untidy expressions of igonorance. is it the bitterness or the apathy of existence that consumes my liminal mind? either way, there is a palable style that begets endless metaphors that grow quite tiresome as the journey supposedly becomes deeper.

i found an interesting ad on the back of tricycle magazine, which lead me to this website, intergral naked. although i only briefly browser through the selection of material, i knew i would be very interested in exploring them at a later point so i got a membership and shared it with some liked mind kids. i am particularly fond of the naked concept as i suppose that is the point of my whole blogging expression. obviously raw expressions tend to be non coherent in general and with my dysfunctional system of sentence structuring, it’s only more […]

so, it’s been months since i’ve had a coherent thought where i can actually articulate for more than 3 minutes in front of the computer. normally, my state of mind is either too engross in all that is orange or slap stick silly due to self medication. exercise is the only mild therapy that keeps the mental and physical tension at bay. all this is not leading up to much except for the fact that there is little time for personal expression. nonetheless, i am aware that it’s become more necessary, especially these small spurts of expression, […]