so, it’s been months since i’ve had a coherent thought where i can actually articulate for more than 3 minutes in front of the computer. normally, my state of mind is either too engross in all that is orange or slap stick silly due to self medication. exercise is the only mild therapy that keeps the mental and physical tension at bay. all this is not leading up to much except for the fact that there is little time for personal expression. nonetheless, i am aware that it’s become more necessary, especially these small spurts of expression, as i dive deeper into art of the business. all consuming seems like a wonderful thing when you love it so much but even the sexiest girlfriend grow tired after so many pillow fights.