_a classic moment i think our body language tells a lot of each other. granted, i was ‘working’ at my cousin’s wedding but i had drank more cosmos than i care to remember. it’s a good job when i can drink on the job and still be come through with adorable love photos. i can’t normally do that at most weddings so it was definitely one of more of my mememorable working moments. it may been the last time that i saw my cousin before he passed away as well. it’s weird how precious photos can be […]

i spoke to my father today and as usual, i was in front of the computer half paying attention to him and half feeling shitty that i am only paying only half attention to him. the topic of the conversation are always the same, call your brother, be a good big brother and think about buddhism more. i can’t say that i’ve been a particular good big brother but i’ve given it some effort. more effort that trying to find my mother and sometimes i wonder if i am a more terrible son than a terrible big […]

_the ex nyc style i shot this private party last night and meet this one from ny. how looks reminded me much of the ex but she was definitely more of a tough in your face style new yorker. which given my current fetish for all things NY, i couldn’t help but get in close and get a good one for the kids. at times, i do feel like i am getting paid too much to fuck around at some party and take photos with an ultra motive. but the client that hires us likes the fact […]

_none of the above i am experiencing one of my dreaded moments where i am not suppose to feeel excited about the possiblity, but tonight’s soft core conversation with a random german lady lead to unrealistic expectations. this is not suppose to happen because i need to go to NYC for my own sick reasons and i don’t need someone else that loves new york as much as i do. it’s fuck up really. i am not suppose to feel this way becuse SF is not suppose to feel this shitty. but alas, i had such a […]