since i started yoga a few months ago, i’ve gotten a routine that i pretty much look forward to every week. interesting enough, i have plan my work schedule on when i can go to yoga. for example, business meetings always happen have 2pm so i can do my noon yoga class! however, i’ve been going to the evening yoga classes as well because i dislike going home during rush hour and my reward for staying late in the city is my weekly turtle tower fix. the waiter that works at turtle tower pretty much knows i […]

i just been past hour browsing a bunch of successful artistic photographers. part of me envy their experience and part of me dig deeper into my chosen path. sometimes i am torn with using photography for creative expression and using it as a means to an end. i know they can exist in the same space but i trick myself to believing if i don’t touch the creative impulse that it will stay pure. i think to myself that a ‘true’ artist simply expresses his/herself without any need to be validated by money or fame. in some […]

i was browsing my sms history and found this picture that uma’s mom sent me when she was about uma’s age. no one has ever asked me if i think about my love for uma is somehow still connected to her mom but in case they did, i would say there is still residual love there for sure.

I guess before the month of dec of 2014, i didn’t write much either. i found a google doc with only about 5 entries so not super productive year. i am debating if i should set a goal of writing X amount of entries this year. for some reason it’s funny how i always like to set some numerical goal when i start a new habit and overtime, the numerical value loses value. it’s like you use the numerical value as a handicap until you no longer need the handicap. for the addictive mind like mine, it […]