it gets lonely in the studio after 7pm. on most nights, it’s me and my two roommates banging out the next great milestone. but lately, it’s mostly been me, with the music very loud. it keeps the lonelyiness at bay although there isn’t really any time to feel the lonelyiness. between all the gear shifting, from photo processing, to coding, to IT trouble shooting, to thinking about all the things I want to do after all the daily grind is ‘complete’. part of my movivation to push myself is to reach a business level where i can […]

sometimes it’s hard to imagaine that i do anything else but live and breathe that is the all consuming big O. like if i was given ‘free’ time i would comment on how boring and unchallenging it was and would demand my money back. i am aware that it has extreme levels of over attention but part of me do just want to push it to where does one really implode from over focused activity. if it wasn’t for yoga, i have a feeling that i would have trip up on the concept awhile ago. i remember […]