which rabbit hole will i go down? into light of emptiness or into the darkness of orange? after much good food and 3 easy drinks in front of gorgeous bartender, my cohort and i somehow distilled my essential issue in layman’s tongue. i am an unexpected father and that is why i am caught in the tension of fatherhood versus the wanderer. it may not be a 7 year itch but it feels like a 4 year disease. naturally, i can’t really complain about anything in myself because i would be a most ungrateful bastard if i […]