November 2006
a question of time
how long does it take for one to know if that person is the right one? the question may as well be as how long does it take to become enlightened? whether it takes a few weeks or a few years, it comes down to how well do you know yourself. obviously how well you know the other person is equally important but the fact is, if they don’t know their own nature, then your chance of knowing their nature is greatly diminished. so, it’s not surprising that more mature people fall in love in "quicker". i […]
October 2006
new life
it’s looks all peaceful in the backyard of the queen’s court but not all is what it seems in my new life west of detriot.
new work
it's true that i haven't done any personal photography for the past X years. however, there has been some new work but for the most part, not appropriate for random strangers. my lover has been a great muse. unfortunately, the observer no longer simply observes, hence destroying the purity of the moment. but then what is purity? anyway, [...]
One year ago
it didn't quite register throughout the day until we spoke on the phone later that day. she had found my first email to her, dated Oct 19th. So it's actually hard to believe that it was exactly a year ago that we hung out for the first time. I dug up this photo of her from that day. [...]
orange 2.0
i didn’t think it would happen so abruptly in light for the recent departures but again, it’s hardly surprising to me. i guess this was always something that was in the back of my mind and i figure it would be a matter of timing. In hindsight, i am sure the timing is appropriate given all the changes in the past year. Certainly, it’s hard to me not to consider it in a personal manner. i wouldn’t go as far as to say that it is a personal failure but it’s not too far from that benchmark. […]
roadhouses and love
so, the blur has reignited my interest in rumi and undoubtedly his words and spirit simply splendid. it will be another week before i see my beloved and i am preparing my fragile vile. as usual, we have been blowing on the flame of love and lust and our desire for each other scorches us frequently. and so i stumbled upon an appropriate passage from rumi Gamble everything for love, if you’re a true human being. If not, leave this gathering. Half-heartedness doesn’t reach ito majesty. You set out to find God, but then you keep stopping […]
endless to what end
i would like to think that by now i would be able to create more balance in my life. with her presence in my life it has been painfully more obvious that there isn’t balance. she points it out often on how distracted i am and i can’t exactly argue with her. overall, i still feel like my life is not so out of whack but on a daily basis, i know i am not living a healthy lifetstyle. given that i am in control of my work, it’s ironic that i feel so out of control. […]
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