after watching, the “wheel of time”, i am humbled and inspired by their devoution and faith. faith is unreasonable and so undenibly more powerful than any man made weapon. i am not talking about the blind faith but the faith that comes after intellectual rigour. the kind of faith is unshaken by 37 years of imprisonment, endless beatings and ghastly torture. if had an ounce of that kind of faith, i could accomplish something in my short life. so, if i ever whine again, feel free to beat me into a pulp of weakness. undoubtedly i must […]

i watched ‘millor dollar baby’ tonight and although inspiring on many levels, the saddness of the outcome is equally powerful. for every one great story of success, there’s 10 equally sad story about the people that dreamt and didn’t quite make it. but the real sad story is for those that never dream. no doubt the world is a not a pretty place for dreamers. the great german once said genious is 10% inspiration and 90% perspiration. remember that and we will be okay. it is a long and ardous path but the night is darker for […]

i’ve felt the need to keep readjustinng my perspective on life. try as i may, i don’t have an ounce to complain about much in life. i am pretty good at whining how how much i work but at the end of the end, all that whining is just a lot of hot air to remain myself about how important i am. it’s a fun little game that i play with myself, creating drama because without drama in the routine, i may get bored and move on so quickly. on a side note, i watched a movie […]

i am going on a week now with my current cough heavy sickness. i can’t recall the last time i’ve been this sick for this long. i’ve been thinking that i have been a fairly healthy astard for the past many years but i will have to rethink that one. either my age is catching up to me or eating at trader joe’s 10 meals a week. i swear i either eat too much processed shit or eat out way way too often. cooking these days involves using the steamer of the baby brocci and reheating orange […]

we were interviewinng a woman today at the office and something on her resume caught my eye. it was simply the statement that she wanted to have a positive impact on the world. sounds awfully fimilar to me because i probably wrote something along those lines in one of the many websites that i have tinkered with. so, i begin to think to myself, when did i forget about this notion that i am doing THIS to benefit others in this world? no, i haven’t forgotten about it by any stretch but considering the contexts by which […]