the victory of habit

so i have to celebrate a small victory. one of my goals was meditating for 100 days straight and i passed a major milestone last friday. although i’ve been trying to have the mediation practice in the morning, that hasn’t been going too way because i still stay up too late. anyway, i went out drinking last friday and coming back at 1am. i shaved my head and mediated. and i didn’t brush my teeth. only 35 more days to reaching the goal but i am pretty sure i am going to go way beyond the goal. […]

2013-02-18T23:10:17-08:00

sight seeing practice

got to exercise my power of the executive chair and played hooky without feeling any guilt. yeah, it’s a good start when i play that card. had interesting conversations and revisited old grounds for the first time with the first daughter. i need more days like this. being outside, relaxing, chatting, being present, playing with the sidekick, soaking in the fall like warmth, finishing it all off with most excellent meal in the mission with 5 different kind of oysters. jackpot.

2013-02-14T01:11:51-08:00

my fire engine girl

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i sometimes laugh when she throws her little fits. 99% of the time it doesn’t faze me a bit and 1% my hindsight goes in red alert. today and any other day, she just needs daddy’s fully present attention. in that perfect moment heaven and earth come together like hate spitting in each other’s mouth.

2014-12-30T22:19:34-08:00Tags: |

disney at 2.5

we took a quick trip down to LA for disneyland on thanksgiving. too young to be too excited about it but naturally enjoyed every bit of it. i think she was more in awe than in giddy happiness about being there.

2014-12-30T22:11:12-08:00Tags: |

myself through dad

my dad loves kids in general. i got some of his love for kids in me as well but probably not at his level. in the past 10 years since i’ve reestablished relations with my dad, i have grown to respect him more. I had long forgiven him for ‘destroying’ the family unit when he went off to his spiritual pilgrimage. But as i learned the level of his spiritual and material accomplishments, i have developed a mild admiration of his style of accomplishment. i am glad he’s back in my life and now that i […]

2014-12-30T22:11:22-08:00
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