i did some test work with a fashion designer and it became readily apparent to me that it was more of a job than a collabration. what i realize was that i let go of too much of the process so in turn it turn out the way it did. naturally, i could have been more assertive during the shoot but it seem a bit of a lost cause by the time i realize what was going on. when it comes to test work, there’s no question i need to spend more time in the planning phase […]

i can’t help ask myself when i am going to start doing some ‘real’ photography. real as in something more meaninful than for myself and the person that’s paying me. seems like a pretty simple definition but i know there’s quite a bit more to that but i have to start somewhere. given all the relative success of an econ major pseudo engineer turned photographer, i still felt with that gnawing feeling that no matter how success the business entity or how ‘great’ my work may seem, the yardstick of my own endeavor lies in neither of […]