i did some test work with a fashion designer and it became readily apparent to me that it was more of a job than a collabration. what i realize was that i let go of too much of the process so in turn it turn out the way it did. naturally, i could have been more assertive during the shoot but it seem a bit of a lost cause by the time i realize what was going on. when it comes to test work, there’s no question i need to spend more time in the planning phase so at there is least a probablity that it may turn out what i was envisioning. undoubted i tell myself that i don’t have time to work out the details but unfortunately, i am learning that the devil is in the planning and details. at this point, i should realize that i am still doing too many projects and i need to scale on quite a few projects. uncertainly i am in no danger of getting bored with all the other things i am doing but my appetite for doing more seems insatible at this point. i’ve always been quite the generalist so i can’t see my photography practice any different for the time being. anyway, physically super tired tonight due to a moderate bike run up to twins peak but i’ve been meaning to write this shit down so that i don’t forget why i suck.
