it’s been a long time since i’ve been this ill. i am sure i got the bug last winter and to be honest once a year of illness is not bad. i’ve always pride myself on physical health but the pride is probably missed place. the fact that i rarely get sick doesn’t mean that i am healthy. the lack of sickness is not health! that’s how i been tricking myself. anyway, i am not health nut but i definitely value my sound mind and body. a sound mind is definitely debateable however. least i shouldn’t forget […]

it’s late. real late even in elvish times. why do we envy the elves so much? one must wonder after the third watching of the two towers, why the elves are the pinnancle of evolution? what if you can live forever, look young, and still kick some orc’s ass? it has it’s appeal but maybe there is something better than living for ever. for certainly, the lifetime of memories that an immotal carries would be a quite a bruden. alas, i think there is an alternative view of reality that is greater than our fanatsy for immortality.

i am in full production of prining out my work as gifts to all the lucky kids out there. this is the first time i’ve actually used the new epson 2200 printer to it’s full potential. the prints on matte paper are simply amazing. i am sure it can always be better but for something i can crank out at home, i am very impressed. it’s actually been pretty fun going through my collection of images and try to put some sort of theme together as a gift. i didn’t think too much about it but since […]

the beginnings of a new ritual is forming. with no more commute and places to go in the morning, the freedom of a morning ritual is open before me. i tend to like the mornings a lot more than late evenings. from the first cup of tea to the morning meditiation, it feels so freshing and invirgorating. as i lite the my favorite tibetan incense, i am reminded of the peace that eludes me more and more everyday. it had been almost three days ago since i last medidated and it’s definitely taken a toll on the […]