_the tension between all that i know i decided to burning man 24 hours before i headed out. i was convinced and i convinced sometime else within 3 hours of our departure to the fable city of black rock. it was going to be a short and intense trip and it turn out to be an intense but short trip. i missed burning man last year and i am glad i did because i was on the converge of non excitement. too many times did i think on the playa that i am so over this. as […]
after watching jacob’s ladder, i was intrigued by the origin of my desire to rent the movie. after a little googling, i stumble upon the buddhist film festival website and i remembered the past again. i found the movie to quite amazing on a number of levels as it is a very complex script to portray on film. nonetheless, the director and writer did a great job in portraying the last moments of death as an illusion to what could have been and what was. naturally, i did more research on the subject matter and found a […]
_more sexuality with duck tape than most with nine inch nails an old friend called me tonight and did a major yank on my chains. not only did i give into when i’ve tried to deny but i was ever so grateful for friends like him. yeah, i’ve been having a lot of mental yanking lately. jolting myself out of self constructed frameworks that binds ever so more tightly than any external force. it’s good to realize that it’s still possilbe to surprise myself and remind myself of the nature of city of life. so much to […]
so, i have to write a management summary because the bank wants to know if they can trust us with a couple hundred Ks. i guess it’s a positive thing that they’re asking us for more information but it’s also one of those exercises that made me cringe a bit. Writing about yourself in the third person is funny to begin with but to pump it up even more so those cold heart bankers really believe in you is even a greater farce. nonetheless, it is an exercise in intergrity and stretching the ‘truth’.
_don’t go to yoga because of her. apparently, i am beginning to routinely show up every monday afternoon class because of her. not her in particular but a woman like her. maybe it’s just me being retarded about the whole situation but i don’t mine just seeing her briefly once a week. anything more would require too much committment from my committmentless pit. either way, it’s generally really helping with my yoga practice. i’ve been particularly found of this type of style (jakumati or something like that), as i sweat as much as i do in bikrim […]