the feeling is mutual

_germans are more fun than something least i forget, i must remain myself how it feels to be on the other side of the spanking stick. from the other side looking at another’s desire and turning away from the possiblity. i bring to my own attention my own attachment torwards form. form in music, poety, shapes and skin. i am such the elitist when it comes to these matters but they are nothing more than advance states of subtle illusions. lies that i tell myself that it’s better because it’s higher to like this kind of form […]

2005-01-23T01:36:22-08:00Tags: |

the transition song

between the old and the new, there is a song that makes it possible. this is it by my second to favorite new zealander, bic runga. i saw her along time ago but she still haunts me to this day. we will see next week when i confront my dream of the night with the dream of the day.

2014-12-31T10:28:24-08:00Tags: |

unofficially official

i don’t know at what point one becomes a subscriber to a certain style of practice. in buddhism, you got your zen monkeys and you got your tibetan gorrilla styles. in yoga, there’s the hold it until perfection (count to 30 and but start over every 5 count) and then there’s the flow like the sea and drink like the ocean styles. i hadn’t really plan on finding a style that i should follow and so for a while it was whatever was convienent and whatever teacher was pleasant enough or pushed my buttons. i was talking […]

2005-01-17T21:09:42-08:00Tags: |

to drag out desire

whether it is a philosphoical exercise or a deep fear of committment, i seem to be enjoying myside a bit with my with my conceptual yoga woman. i would pretty much have to be a total incompetent man to not pursue her more serioursly but i am not going to explore that line of logic. i can list plenty of reasons that ‘hold’ me back from getting it over with but right now i seem to be enjoying the process on multiple levels. maybe it’s just after my yoga high today that i am thinking sure i […]

2005-01-17T18:34:00-08:00Tags: |

our greatest fear

someone great once said, maybe it was nelson mandela, maybe it wasn’t but it’s not the point. actually, after a little research, it isn’t nelson, regardless it was said to some effect – ‘our greatest fear is not who we are, but who we are capable of’. in a nutshell, that is the world that i exist in. that is what is holding us back. the human race. me, my friends and my lovers. to realize our potential means to realize our responsilbity. and that is the tall order for many of us. the responsiblity to not […]

2005-01-11T02:33:42-08:00Tags: |
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