scenes from pomo canyon
a quick getaway to pomo canyon walk in camp. definitely not a 10 but a gem nonetheless.
she bangs my drum
it’s unfortunate that i won’t be able to publish this entry until she breaks up with me, but maybe one day i will pull the trigger regardless. certainly, i think it’s rather funny that she is asking me about my ex, of which inspired this whole blog job. to be honest and yet reserve enough to preserve the privacy of the parties involved in a challenging task when i am sober. one of these one of these involved parties will quote something from these entries and i will just laugh at them. if they are going to […]
patterns and convergence
it’s too early to tell how really major this past month has been but i know it’s big enough to warrant a level 5 analysis. in this analysis, we will look at the karmic conditions and pathogical parameters that have lead me to this most interesting junction in my life. first, female energy returns to the house of natoma and then mom randomly calls me after 10 years. and then, the 10 ton truck hits me and i am still picking up the emotional pieces from the highway of twisted destinies. even while the i am plotting […]
abstracts
so, it’s been close to a week now since my awe inspiring weekend. the emotional high has stabilized and the undertow picks up momentum. so begins the first great obstacle but in overcoming the great, the strength of it shines. on matters of practical terms, the nature of the relationship is consistently ideal with the major constraints of the ‘working’ self. even more so, a palatable zest for life becomes eclipses the exploration of creative fantasies. questions remind and fear is at a bay but faith cultivates much hope. complexity seems like a common theme in the […]
where do i start
i may not ever publish this for some time but it’s quite significant that it makes into the blogsphere. anyway, i am still recovering from a shock to my emotional system from this past weekend and my attempt to express it in any medium will fall short of it. it would be foolish to suggest i’ve never had such intense feelings but at the same time, given enough experience, it would be not entirely accurate to suggest that what i am feeling is incomparable. granted, i haven’t felt much emotions and ‘aliveness’ in the past 3 years […]