i would like to think that by now i would be able to create more balance in my life. with her presence in my life it has been painfully more obvious that there isn’t balance. she points it out often on how distracted i am and i can’t exactly argue with her. overall, i still feel like my life is not so out of whack but on a daily basis, i know i am not living a healthy lifetstyle. given that i am in control of my work, it’s ironic that i feel so out of control. […]
on his 33rd birthday, we celebrated in style and in my drunken stupor, i took some intimate portraits….
there should be more moments like this, when you smile deep inside. too often days go by like minutes and it takes a hammer to force the experience into a vivid present moment. undoubtedly, her presence in my life has allow me to experience those precious moments over and over again. granted it may be due to the fact that we only get to see each other ever so often but regardless it does nothing to belittle it. from one unreasonable endeavor into yet another and to think i am still thinking small. btw, being that it’s […]
It’s hardly surprising that i don’t have much time for blogging these days. Refer to a couple of entries ago and the reasons continue to pile on. Regardless, i am taking advantage of the ‘down’ time on my flight back to consider this and that. In my new life, her kids are slowly beginning to accept me, while I slowly figure out how to best play my role in this act called parenting. For now, i mostly observe their interactions and make suggestions on my perception. I can’t suspect being able to really influence much at this […]
from my ongoing trips into the heartland. these kids will be the cloest thing i will photograph as if they were my own ; )