fate would have it that i am able to recall that the international buddhist film festival is happening and i was barely about to catch the final day of an photo exhibit. the exhibit was a collection of buddhist related works from pretty well known photographer such as steve mccurray and michael kenna. unfortunately, i was quite disappoint by the digital archive prints that was being display. i am not sure if it was the condition of the digital scan or digital printing process but it didn’t leave me much to desire in own medium of choice. […]

_germans are more fun than something least i forget, i must remain myself how it feels to be on the other side of the spanking stick. from the other side looking at another’s desire and turning away from the possiblity. i bring to my own attention my own attachment torwards form. form in music, poety, shapes and skin. i am such the elitist when it comes to these matters but they are nothing more than advance states of subtle illusions. lies that i tell myself that it’s better because it’s higher to like this kind of form […]