February 2013
my fire engine girl
i sometimes laugh when she throws her little fits. 99% of the time it doesn't faze me a bit and 1% my hindsight goes in red alert. today and any other day, she just needs daddy's fully present attention. in that perfect moment heaven and earth come together like hate spitting in each other's mouth.
still
yes, there was a point in our relationship that we were.. Two hands longing for each others warmth Two hands digging in each others wounds and full verse.. Two feet standing on a principle Two hands digging in each others wounds Cold smoke seeping out of colder throats Darkness falling, leaves nowhere to move It's spiraling down Biting [...]
January 2013
the monk is dead
for a while, in my mid twenties and through the mid thirties, i entertain the idea of taking refuge as a monk for a period of time. i think that idea is dead now. i've come to the realization/karmic level, that i am fine with deepening the path in the context of a normal life. i still think [...]
purpose
i had a heated debate with an old friend today and although we agreed on most things, i did get my feathers ruffle. it's been a while since i got so defensive. i thought about it while i was driving home and i ask myself while i get defensive and what was really its root is. sadly everyone [...]
letter to my daughter part 1.1.1.a
dear amazing daughter. i don't know how many times i look at you and say to myself, she's the best thing that has ever happened to me. whether you're saying 'yeah' in that nonchalant way when i tell you that i love you or when you're screaming about jonsi is licking your toes, i am stumbling back into [...]
December 2012
40 and some
i've been dreading this upcoming birthday for some time now. the big guys says cool it and don't make a big deal about it. the little guy can't help want to be depress and take advantage of the mid life crisis get out of jail free card. invariably there's inertia of opposite forces canceling each other out and [...]
November 2012
disney at 2.5
we took a quick trip down to LA for disneyland on thanksgiving. too young to be too excited about it but naturally enjoyed every bit of it. i think she was more in awe than in giddy happiness about being there.
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