Without youI twist and turnEmbracing cold emptinessWaiting over lifetimesMind body soulDisjointed and brokenSickness without painArrogance masturbating ignorance   In your warmthWetness penetrationInto endless passionBetween our soulRawness of our beautyRadiating from the ever glowLaughing loudly at the break of dawnOur love blossomsIn the darkest nightsKissing fucking moaningPraying worshipping prostratingThe god in each other

the more things change the more they stay the same, so says the  wise. and so with the rebirth of orange 2.0, back to being way over my head on many things. i would think that surviving 5 years would be a nice milestone but it hasn’t made me sleep any better these days. more work, less pay and less friends but at least more love.

the eyes undress tongue licksthe fingers probepenis pentrates skin, body, mind and soul  

I turned 34 recently and without too much doubt, it was one of my best birthdays. The fact that I can’t recall anything significant in the past 10 years would be adequate in that line of reasoning. Even the celebration itself was pleasantly excellent and different from the previous years. A homemade double layer cake with 3 kids singing happy birthday to me was simply charming. Later in the night, my lover and I thoroughly enjoyed a bit of recreational substance to insure an unforgettable night. As wonderful as all the day’s activities has been, I think […]

In less than 48 hours, my 33rd year will come to a close and i can’t help but be dumbfounded by the magnitude of changes that has happened this year. the year started out quietly and uneventful enough but there were seeds of change right around the turn of the 33rd. in hindsight, i had just met my lover a month prior and at that point, we were merely friends and i was still in a state of denial that we were even that. fast forward 2 or 3 months and i get a valentine’s gift from […]