it’s been a long time but i must push myself tonight. it’s been a while since i am working at home but luckily i got pulled away from the office by an old friend. i had totally forgot that he was flying in today but more likely i was repressing the fact that i didn’t want to deal with the issue. alas, the rationality of men and the wisdom of maturity forgave my action to a degree of cordial reunions. it’s a small milestone but a necessary one as our relationship moves forward. i always thought that it would work out between us at the end of the day but i didn’t think it would be so quickly. so i will good sleep tonight because now, i can openly express more about her.