by now there should be some reoccuring theme about the lack of balance in my life. to the casual observer, my life is but a continous routine of work, intense work and unproductive work. on ocassions i dabble in yoga and squeeze in a forgettable night of intoxication and repeat. i do a little meditation once in a while to remind myself about the 10 year plan and then i flirt with the opposite sex just as much to not forget about that i am apparently still an animal. on some meta level, i feel that my life is in balance but obviously on the day to day level it’s a bit off the rocker. i don’t particularly feel frustrated about being unbalance but then again, i don’t have to answer to anyone so the tension is self created. still, what would my balance life look like. hmm, i wake up at 7am, do yoga for 30 mins and then meditate for 45 mins. goto work until 430pm and go to yoga class on mondays, wednesday and fridays. then i make myself a real dinner and get back to working by 9pm. work for 2.5 hours and meditate and read a book. twice a month on the weekend, i would not work and do something outside. i imagaine if i was able to achieve that kind of schedule, things are the kind of results i would predict: 1} better productivity, 2} better health, 3} better boss, 4} more inner peace. wow, what a great fucking program. sign me up.
