it would only seem all down hill from here. i know that’s a terrible point of view to have considering how much life is left but somehow i feel like i need to be mentally prepare let it all go. i can dream bigger and i am sure it will be an onging process but i must take pause now to realize the fruition of quite a wonderful state of presence. and so i acknowledge that i have much more than i really care being that one of my musical idol played at our grand opening party with art work, sponsors and all. at some last nigth, i had a nice point of completion when i close my eyes and realize all my friends, my passion and my idol all in one room interacting with each other. it was a precious moment but even more interesting as the night progressed.
