i am suppose to swear them off until the determine time when i am destined to meet the one. but until that time, how do i tap into the power of synchocrity. sprendity comes from the seed of synchocity. i should probably look up these words by now but if you’re bother this far, i thank the forgiveness of your soul. i think i may have missed one of those synchnorous moment tonight. i was in my typical bored mental state of shooting rich kids having fun in a private bar. i know they’re are smart cool people on the inside too, so i can’t be too judgement because someone can say the same about us when they threw our last party! hiring bartenders and security – how pompous of us! anyway, i am merrily ‘working’ it as i just tell myself that this is for a greater cause and i must enjoy the moment of not being in front of my computer. and then, suddenly a woman asks me ‘did you get a good one of her?” i am a little baffled as the only interaction i usually get is – ‘can you take a photo of me’? partially because i refuse to stand still in one spot so can always use the excuse that i am working when someone tries to talk to me. anyway, i turn around to see who’s talking to me and i bear witness to quite an incredibly gorgeous woman. unlike the other wanna be sexy ladies there, this woman had presence as soon as i saw her. i am a bit shocked by her presence next to me and all i can utter in my defense is ‘yeah, i got a good one’. and so i am back to shooting her friend, who is a belly dancer, so by this point, i’ve realized that i am not dealing with one of the regular guests of the party. i always enjoy that unspoken bond when i do small talk with the other ‘workers’ at these kind of functions. anyway, a couple of minutes later and she says, you need to contact my friend because she would want some photos. naturally, i know that people will say i am reading into this a bit much but she make an extra effort when she said this to me. this is the synchocity that i am talking about. i am actually catching myself thinking that i can’t let this opportunity slip, something is afoot. everyone knows what happens at this point but i will spare myself the agnony by not emailing the belly dancer. it is no longer synhcorous after the moment, it becomes mere attachment. but if there is one thing that i can remember is that alocholics shouldn’t work in a bar. but is it possible to drown yourself in the molasses of phyiscal form so that you can only become numb or transcandance of it? there is a subtle difference between the two but i will take the numbness for the short term and work on the long form for the rest of my life.